IKHLAS

ikhlas kata yg saat ini saya mencoba renungkan,,,

kata yg saat ini harus sayah lakukan

tetapi untuk ikhlas menjalani suatu ke ikhlasan saja sepertinya tidaklah mudah,

tetapi ini adalah sebuah pilihan yg mungkin tepat untuk saat ini

saya tau saya milik allah dan mereka pun miliknya

dan tidak seharusnya saya harus memiliki yg benar-benar bukan saya yg menciptakannya,

yg menciptakannya dengan sekejap mata bisa saja dapat mengambilnya,atau memberinya kepada yg lebih layak,

penciptanya pun akan menghilangkannya dan tidak membiarkan dia bernafas dalam sekejap mata,,

BEGITULAH HIDUP,,,,,

tidak ada keutuhan,kesempurnaan,

yg hanya slalu terlontar hanya IKLHAS dan BERSABARLAH

sayah ikhlas untuk kehilangan apa yg telah saya miliki 

tetapi apakah itu di namakan sebuah keikhlasan 

apabila di lubuk hati yg paling dalam dia masih tegap kokoh berdiri bahkan menjadi sebuah mimpi indah di harihari saya,

tetapi saya dapat membiarkan dia menyayngi orang lain????IKHLASKAH itu?

yg sayah harapkan hanya IKHLAS,SABAR,dan selalu tulus walaupun saya tidak dapat menyentuhnya bahkan menatap matanya lagiii,,,,,

"pingin nunggu tapi takut dia ga kembali,pingin ngelupain tapi takut dia kembali"

Perfectlylonely _john mayer_

Had a little love, but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game ‘round town
Tore out my heart, shut it down
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, no one but me
And that’s all I need

I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely, yeah
‘Cause I don’t belong to anyone, nobody belongs to me
I see my friends around from time to time
When their ladies let ‘em slip away
And when they ask me how I’m doin’ with mine
This is always what I say
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, no one to be
Is it really hard to see why
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely, yeah
‘Cause I don’t belong to anyone, nobody belongs to me
And this is not to say there never comes a day
I’ll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind on all my younger times
I’ll have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely, yeah
‘Cause I don’t belong to anyone, and nobody belongs to me
That’s the way, that’s the way, that’s the way that I want it
That’s the way, that’s the way, that’s the way that I want it
That’s the way, that’s the way, that’s the way that I want it
That’s the way, that’s the way, that’s the way that I want it

"I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism.” Elizabeth gilbert (eat,pray,love)

sometimes i dont care how much you love her,,, im still here and loving you, sounds idiot but love is blind,right? _harumiyake_